Several emails have passed between us and its all a rather exciting when they arrive...He writes very well and I do find myself turned on by them and excited...but the gaps in between leave me thinking about what exactly I might be letting myself in for?
He is married and he implied that his wife thinks everything is okay between them so why am I getting involved? It feels wrong to wrong another woman who has done me no harm and I feel my morals are being seriously assaulted and comprimised. Do I go along with this 'game' because I am lonely, frustrated and want and need the physical contact with another person again?
Trouble is how could I live with myself afterwards? I guess if I went along with it I would regret it but then shove it under the carpet rather than face the reality of what I had done.
I question my morals. Do I really have any if I am happpy to just go into this without really thinking about what harm I am doing?
The more I think about it the more I know I must end the 'game' now before anything physical does happen....but then I think about how exciting it would be to meet and kiss and have sex with this comparative and very exciting and somewhat dangerous stranger.
Oh well I know what needs to be done....sadly and boringly for me but in the long run its the right decision. I'll send the email now.
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