Friday

Had a continous few days of texting and stuff which although it started around mundane stuff like how is your daying going always denegerated into sex text and reminders of either Saturday or things he would like to do. This is okay for a bit but I tend to get bored and start to feel like I am being used as a free sex line thingy and actually I am paying for all these extra texts!!!
So yesterday I didn't bother much and only sent one text in the evening saying how busy I had been all day and he didn't reply so I guess he might feel the same.

This is such a strange situation for me. On one level I know its just sex, particularly for him and that its likely to end in misery unless I am very careful. On another level there is a part of me that knows I could fall for this bloke big, big time and I wonder how much he does like me?

The silence that followed our little session on Saturday was an indicator of his wanting to keep me at arms length and then finally on Monday night being tempted by me once again...how can I exploit this and keep him close? I wish I was a witch with a magic love potion and could make him fall in love with me now that would be good.

Let me explain a bit what he looks like because I am having trouble remembering myself. He is about 5 foot 9 with short curly hair. Not sure of the cut although it looks very good. Obviously he is black but not too dark, rather a beautiful golden browny colour. Dark brown hooded come to bed eyes. He looks at you from under those eyelids and you just feel yourself swooning. Tiny tiny ears, lovely little beard and his body? Wow such a body. He works out so every muscle is lovely and toned. Nice little bum, big thick cock and nice legs. All over he is really good looking and smells lovely and clean and fresh. Tastes nice as well.

So today...shall I text or shall I wait for him? Part of me wants to put him on the back boiler and not get involved and the other wants to see him again and have some more fantastic sex with him again. I am trying no lets correct that I will not text him before he texts me I don't want to be desperate and if he doesn't text me its not meant to be which is probably good for all concerned.
What will be will be.