Fun times

I am having such a brilliant time....its excellent, fun, sexy and exciting and I just don't want any of it to end.

Following from my previous post when I had more or less decided to just give him up he started texting nice chatty texts. Its true to say they often result in more sexual texts to follow but they suddenly seemed more chatty and not just about sex.

We've had another meeting although this time in his car and I have to say it was pretty good again.

There is a passion between us. The song by Hard fi sums it up for me about rocking the city and coming out of nowwhere like a fist, and just wanna love ya, just gotta touch ya. Its very visceral and raw and full of passion and energy and lust and very very exciting.

I do just want to rip his clothes off and feel his skin next to mine. I don't want to waste time chatting or being nice I just want the rawness of it and the passion. Thats a word I keep using with regard to S, passion. It is just so good to know that someone wants you so bad they cannot concentrate on anything else, that their hands roam over your body and their tongue wants to be in several places at once, mouth, breasts and below. Its good to feel that pulsing energy that is about desiring you and wanting to be so close and intimate with you.

Ooooh how I repond, I match that energy and desire and need and the two energies combined make the powerful force that 'rocks the city'

I've come to the conclusion there is no point in thinking into the future. This is what it is sex and fun. I don't know how long it will last, I hope to keep going for a bit longer as there is lots we have not yet done plus the excitement is still there.
It would be unfair to expect this to develope into something else and anyway why should either of us want that? It does feel wierd for me to say that being used to seeing sex as a means to an end really, a sign of a loving relationship and all that crap. It actually feels quite liberating to think I don't have to fall in love with him to enjoy sex and his company and actually when it is over I'll be fine...a bit fed up like you when a holiday ends but remembering the fantastic sights, the enjoyment and the new experiences....maybe I should take some holiday snaps. lol

I've just come back from two days working away from home and for two nights I spent talking sex to him either through texts or phone, they kept me pretty busy. Plus just his text coming through as we were about to start and saying 'hi sexy' that alone made me go all tingly and wobbly....this is just so much fun.