Okay it was fun yesterday and now I am fed up

...cos he aint text.

The logical side of me says its because he has been working nights and is tired during the day but the other side of me says it doesn't take a second to send off a text and that the reason behind the silence is that either he is bored or there is trouble at home or he is not that interested in sex at the moment hence the lack of need to text me or he could have met someone else.

I'm not going to text him. I've already sent two chatty type of texts and thats it now. If he isn't careful I'm off to find pastures new....incidently Jason sent me an email this morning saying his mum had died and on the day of her funeral he emails me to say can we get in touch...what on earth does this mean?

The annoying annoying thing about S is that he is so attractive and good in bed that I do want him so much. I'm not saying there is anything else but god the sex is good with him and he is just soooo attractive I feel like all my christmas presents have come at once. Oh well maybe thats it in which case I just have to think what a lovely time and get on with life .

I probably have given it the kiss of death as I told John W about my fun with S...he probably thinks I am some kind of old bag but I sort of felt I needed to keep him at arms length other wise it felt like he would have been coming on to me and to be honest I aint interested.

Oh S where are you.....please send me a little text I don't care how sexual it is...just use me but hurry up.