Distractions

So much for not contacting him. It was approximately 3 minutes after posting last blog that I sent him a chatty text, followed by another chatty text a little later! Its almost as if I am going to ignore the fact that he is ignoring me and text anyway as I expect him to make contact when he wants sex again. Is this the right approach or not? Dunno as I seem to have completely lost the plot. I think I am going to give up today but I always do this and then just comply pretty readily when he gets in touch.

I think next time I'm not going to text at all ...oh god what a silly muddle up mess. I just know I am going to see him again though.

Heard from Craig today and now he is talking about moving to Australia with Ray. Good for him and I hope he does it rather than just talking about it. The emotional mess he left me with seems to have gone thank goodness and I can feel quite calm about corresponding etc with him. I think Mr Velvet has been a good cure for the Craig blues lol.

Mr Tumnus keeps texting and saying he wants to meet and then when the time gets near seems to find reasons why he cannot make it which is getting a bit boring to say the least. I think he is probably scared or something anyway time has moved on so much now I doubt there would be any sexual attraction for me now...not after Mr V and little Annis lol.

Right am off to do some work too many men now keeps distracting me but I feel today will be a good day and maybe, just maybe the real Mr Right will pop along and sweep me off my feet in a shower of romance and love lol