I think he is going all silent again...which is soooo annoying. I'm not really sure how to play this. Does his silence means that he doesn't want to see me again and only gets tempted occasionally or does it mean like he said that he does that kind of thing anyway and thats him. I know that he is talking to other women online so does it mean that I just have to put up with the fact that he might or might not come back depending on what else is available or how he feels?

I know what I should do which is to just be rid of him. It was almost easier a few weeks ago when all this silent stuff was new and I assumed that he would not be back but now he comes and goes and I never know where I stand.

In my heart I know he'll be back because the sex was brilliant and he knows that.

My period seems to be starting today so thats good.

Oh got a little text from Anis last night saying Ciao sweety, how are u my mice sexy lady. i have great time withe my news oland gril. Waow is snow a venis to day. Kisses lovley.' Which I think translated means 'hello sweety, how are you my nice sexy lady? I have had a great time with my Newzealand girl. Wow it has snowed in Venice today. Kisses lovely.'

Which is sweet and funny and grrr does he think that I really want to know he has had a lovely time with his 'New Zeland girl' lol actually I don't mind a bit...he does make me laugh.