Wednesday March

So its Wednesday and I'm working from home, texting Mr V to try and entice him to meet me again whilst at the same time knowing this is not a good idea. I'm like a child who wants every day to be Christmas only I know that if it were every day it would be boring and stale very quickly...so why do I keep trying to entice him? I'd be much better off if I got on with some work or cleaned the house.

Since I came back from Venice I've met up with him 3 amazing times!! The last one was Monday at the Garden and he took his time to make sure I enjoyed myself as well. God he is so wonderful I could have an orgasm just looking at him. Not too tall, well toned and muscled without being too much...he just makes his clothes even grotty work ones look good. Neat head with closely cut hair, little goatee beard just at the edge of his chin, tiny ears and the eyes....oooh his deep brown eyes with the heavy heavy lids that just scream come to bed....oooh.

I love the way he makes decisions after some consideration and then its full committment to that decision and you get the feeing it would be hard to dissaude him from something if he really wanted it. Very selfish in lots of ways but also very attractive as well. What is the appeal of bad boys? Naughty, selfish but very sexy boys.

Got a text from Mr T just now asking if I would like to meet up for a no strings coffee this week? Not sure really. I think the attraction just won't be there for me now as I am head over heels in lust with mr V but it would be a shame to say no. I'll think about it.

I feel completely overwhelmed by reawoken sexuality. Its taken me over and leaves me feeling permanently sexy and horny all the time. Very hard to concentrate on anything, read a book, watch a tv programme, drive the car, think about work they all come back to sex and especially sex with Mr V and his velvet lips crushing mine.ooooooh.

Right am off to shops to buy some underwear.