Been busy so not had much time to update but generally things with Mr V have been a bit slow in the last couple of weeks. He was busy with family and work stuff and then I went off to Bristol for a long weekend.

Bristol was fab...went to club Kabu and danced my socks off...felt quite proud of myself up there with the young and groovy and keeping up with them although I suspect my recovery is a bit longer than theirs.

Had lots of laughs with the gorgeous Fizzer and chats and cuddles with other gorgeous people as well..ace time.

The whole weekend was brilliant actually. We just act really silly and childish and its no good trying to tell people cos it just sounds pathetic even to me but its not when you are there. Things like sending text messages to krs landline cos it was Tom Baker and making it swear and then finding out that krs has a text facility and it was all a waste of time anyway. Sticky shoes that made us laugh ...the whole weekend was just dancing, chatting and laughing and we don't need alcohol or drugs to do those things they just come naturally. A natural fluffiness.

Spoke to Mr V while still awake at 10 on Saturday morning, my brain still buzzing from the night before and he was ranting and raving cos Gavin had asked him something or other so had to try and recover that. Later I got to thinking do I want the effort of putting in recoveries and lying to either him or my friends...I decided to lie to him in the end as he won't be there for much longer but they will. Having said that we do need descretion and I hate to say it but he is right and I have been lax. I'm surprised he has come back for more given his fear of being found out and stuff...there must be something that draws him back to me...is it something more than just sex I wonder.

He said that I need to earn a night in a hotel room and would set up a sliding scale, he also said I could phone and leave messages, pictures or videos whenever I wanted as no one looked at his phone but him!

When I got back today (just under 3 hour journey, bestest ever but nearly caused major crash and bloke followed me beeping and waving hands and stuff) I text Mr V and asked how I could earn my Tesco points...we discussed how many I need to get the night and he said 10...before I knew it the thong was going on and I was out the door and driving to our favourite garden spot for a bit of tender care. Very nice...oooh very very nice.

Been three months now and he still excites and turns me on. Just seeing him waiting for me and then smiling at me, his smell and of course his kiss and touch all add to the excitment that is Mr V...and today I got him to tell me what he was going to do to me, so he did ...just before he touched me he told me what and how he was going to do it...so erotic.