Last night it was just Jayne and I at the railway and we decided before we went that we would be lesbians living together...we had a laugh winding people up and at one point Jayne invited some blokes back to our cottage which we have now decided is called Cock well Inn but she said they could only come one at a time...and looked scary.
I got chatted up by two blokes one was bald but looked okay and the other was youngish but looked like his face had had an arguement with a door his face was so flat. He bought me a drink and was angling to come back with me which is a laugh and he kissed me which was horrible. I really must be more assertive. I just kept thinking I don't like your kissing me, you taste of ciggerettes and actually you do nothing to turn me on....I just stood there like a wet fish but he didn't seem to notice and started to get all turned on and wanted me to go round the back with him!!!
Its still a novelty to me that people find me attractive and so I let things go too far when really I don't fancy them at all. In future I will be more choosy.
There is a nice bloke called Steve who has taken a shine to Jayne, he seems a really nice genuine bloke, married unfortunately but nice and he and Jayne had a snogg which is good for Jayne's bruised ego.
I saw Mrs Velvet and sent a drunken nonsensical text to Mr V to which he did not reply!
Today woke with horrible hangover and sent a couple of texts to V and got no reply so have now said that its embarrassing keep hassling someone who is not interested and I would like him to let me know if he doesn't want me to contact him again...no reply. Then again I've been here lots of times before and its cup final day so we'll see. Anyway I've deleted his number again!!
Even text Robo and got no reply from him and at the moment he's in love with me so it must be football or something and I must stop being paranoid.
Anyway serious stuff that takes my mind off silly men. Tried to buy something with my cash card and it was refused!! Went to another shop and refused again!! Went to cash point and it said insufficient funds!! So it has happened the thing I have been dreading and now I really will have to do something about the appalling state of my finances otherwise god knows what will happen to me.
On top of all this Bruce just caught a little field mouse which has now escaped and is hiding somewhere near the house so I can't even sit out there and it might die and smell horrible!!
Oh dear it just gets worse and worse doesn't it? Except I don't feel too down about it all at the moment lol!!
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