S and M

I just can't get motivated re work today. This is due to several factors, I have been incredibly busy lately and today is an unexpected day off as the Children's Home training was cancelled last minute yesterday. I have lots of tasks to do including the very boring OCN stuff and I am putting off doing it. I am destracted by Mr V.

We've had lots of text and last night messenger conversations in the last few days. He was telling me how it is a nightmare to be permanently horny and that friends think it is funny but its not.

He also talked about how much he enjoyed sex with me the other day particularly when I was bouncing on top of him and swearing and calling him dirty names. I tell him at one point I wanted to spit in his face and he said next time to do that. Then he says he wants me to dominate him, pee on him, slap him and do anything I want to. We chatted for about 2 hours which flew by and it wasn't all about sex but I suppose most of it was.

Today am supposed to be working from home which is the worse and am very destracted and have spent ages looking up S and M on line. Have decided to invest in a beginners domme outfit which I think includes, cuffs, switch and eye mask and other stuff.

I've also looked up some ideas for us to do and I want to blindfold him and tie him to the bed and then touch him with different materials etc. I also got him to agree last night that we would have gentle sex. I want to see how tender and gentle he can be as well as the passionate rough stuff.

Anyway I feel pretty tired really and have a period which was a surprise yesterday and doubly surprising as it was heavy so hope he has not dislodgded the coil or it is lying in the garden somewhere and I'm now at risk of getting pregnant.

Also got some lovely bruises coming up on my thighs and knees and shoulders ached yesterday from being scrunched up like a concertina.

Egg loan should be going in account any time soon and fingers crossed it goes in tomorrow.

All in all a tiring few days. I might skip the OCN stuff and have a nap instead.