23 August, 2006

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Had a really productive day work wise yesterday. Managed to get most of the work needed for this bloody moderators award completed. Just got to take it into work and collate it etc and then thank goodness it will be finished for ever I hope.

I text him last night to see if he wants me to book the hotel or him and guess what ....no reply. I've spent a sleepless night tossing and turning and feeling so bloody angry and rejected and used and horrible. Now I have a stomach ache, I think my period is starting and I am totally pissed off with him.

Just because all his support systems are back on he thinks its okay to ignore me ....just drop me and pick me up when he feels like it. Being ignored really really gets to me and makes me more cross than anything else he does which is slightly wierd.

Right thats it he is gone.

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