Busy, busy times but still preoccupied

Texts continued yesterday with me sending him a link to a porn site and then telling him so. He said 'you look after me don't ya?' to which I replied 'Thats because its an investment. If I look after you that means you take care of me and I need lots of looking after'

He said 'sounds good to me'

I said 'sounds good to me too. When it works its all good and smooth and fine with mutal looking after.'

He said 'totally agree'

I said " I still hate you though. lo, why don't you just do as I say all the time? Be available just for me. I'm gonna lock you in a box and keep you in the boot of my car'
He said .................................nothing!!

Later that evening I text again saying I was in bed and he replied but only cos he wanted to hear me cum...

So here we are again...sexually speaking all is fine. Emotionally speaking all is crappo.

Ah well I am off to mum and dads this evening so that will put him into perspective.

Golden wedding aniversary and I am buying and cooking for everyone! How did I lumber myself with such a task and all alone as well?

I've got to shop, drive and cook all within the next 24 hours plus I have mountains of work including that alwful bloody horrible moderating task still to do. This has been a complete and utter nightmare and I am very tempted now to say I'll submit my portfolio at the next round. Still we'll see I am going to try and complete it today. I also have reports to write and phone calls tomake and oh a presentation to prepare for Monday so lol not much to do really.

I'm also going to see Jayne, buy mum and dad a present, do ironing, and pack ready to set off about 6.30ish so with all that I surprise myself I can be bothered to worry about old velvet.

I do hope the weekend is a brilliant sucess. Dad is fading and his health is really quite poorly now so this could be the last aniversary they celebrate at least the last biggie. I can't see them making the diamond but then you never know.

Jayne worked hard and late last night on the Alannah case and got some real work done. It would be brilliant if the mother took it all on board.

Oh and on top of everything we're supposed to be having the tree chopped down today. They were supposed to arrive at 10 am and guess what its 10.20 and no sign of them yet...all is peaceful at the moment, washing machine humming, cats sleeping peacefully and me tapping on computer, poor little cats will be terrified of tree chopping business.