Aaahhhh grrrrrr I gave bloody in and just text him. I said are you working today and he replied immediately with a yeah. I just said 'oh well no rest for the wicked eh?
At least he replied immediately which goes to show he still wants me I guess. I fucking hate him for making me want him so much despite his horribleness which is in itself very sexy.
Now I feel so much better but at the same time so stupid and weak and sexy...oooohh so mixed up and tired and stuff.
I also suppose that just because he has replied quickly and to be honest it was so quick that he may not have even considered who it was from so it may not mean anything and he may not really want anything to do with me again afterall.
What am I to him? Do I really mean so little or does he care a little for me? Obviously not as much as I care for him...bastard.
I think I'll go and do some work to take my mind off stupid men.
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