So he's still texting me from Spain saying how great the video's are and can I send or make some more to send him plze. I'm ignoring the fact that I am not the only other woman and in ways am convincing myself that perhaps his thing with mrs V is on the decline which is why he is still texting me and stuff.
Get to the railway tonight and all going okayish till I see Mrs V. She actually looks quite good probably cos she is in black which is much more flattering to her. She looks like she is having an ernest converstion with some bald bloke I've seen her chatting to before and I am sort of hoping she is getting it on with him.
I somehow end up the toilet at the same time as her and she says to me as we're queing "I know you don't I? To which I said I didn't think so. She then tells me that I am the one who has been texting Robo and stuff and what a lovely bloke he is and do I like him and is anything happening there, have I seen him etc etc. I play it all down and ask her how she knew. She knows because Ollie told her, Ollie is her bloke who she has been with for 10 months and no they are not players but instead Ollie is very unhappy at home and she seems him about 5 times a week and even though he is Spain he has still been texting her and stuff. I must know Ollie cos he's lovely and they will be together for ever one day.
I look into her eyes and see the wrinkles surrounding them and the lines in her neck but can also see her eyes shining with love for Ollie who is so wonderful and lovely and I think you poor sad cow if only you knew what he does to me and yet at the same time professes love to you! I even contemplate telling her but I don't. Instead I tell her that she looks like she is in love which makes her smile.
I could have carried on the conversation longer but Lorraine came and got me and hauled me off to the car.
Today I get a text from him asking how my night out was? When I replied his phone was turned off so presumably he is busy with the real Mrs V and the children doing holiday stuff.
I know I've known for ages and I know he doens't love me and I don't love him but it puts into perspective the way he sometimes treats me with little respect. I am just available for sex with no other commitment. Recently when he drove me back the other week he started phoning work and so didn't talk at all with me although he did kiss me goodbye and last time he kissed me goodbye and blew me a kiss. Does he feel bad about what he does and so projects that onto me?
What to do? Dump him? Humiliate him? Tell everyone including his best mate whats been happening? Drop him in it with the real Mrs V? All satisfying acts of revenge. Alternatively keep the game going but with him now knowing I know...who knows where that will go next?
I did reply to his text saying the night was interesting, illuminating and informative but didn't tell me anything I didn't already know. Did he have anything interesting to say?
When he eventually picks up that message what will he do? Will he phone Mrs V and ask her what she said? Will Robo tell him that I have told him some woman was talking about them both in the pub last night? Will he ask me what I know and if so shall I be honest or spin him along and say I knew about Big Brother and the voting lol or shall I tell him that I have known for ages and that he is an utter cunt or that I have known for ages so what difference does last night make? Or what?
Time will decide and I'll update here later.
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