Dentures at the Railway

Did some mediation with Peter Hesketh and found myself getting very irratated by the woman who I know has been the victim of domestic violence although he describes it as losing it during the break up of their marriage and she makes it sound like it was systematic and continual abuse. Its interesting to see how he just listens to her and doens't get concerned when she cries whereas poor old Peter H got all sucked in and wanted to rescue her. Its interesting to watch the dynamics of this and I am aware that I am also involved in the dynamics and having some kind of affect.

Met my Jayneee who told me all about her holiday. It seems that Justine was a pain and her mother in law was also a pain resulting in Jayne and her swapping shoes one day!!! Yuk I don't think I could do that. Poor old thing is 68 and it must have been hard for her with all the walking that you need to do around Venice. Jayne said she is never taking anyone else again ...its just our special place.

Robo text asking me if I was out so I replied but wondered why he text so I text Mr V asking if i was likely to bump into him and my 'new best friend' he replied that I might do!! I phoned him and he is all full of it once again, sure, confident and cocky... I seem to have lost the control I had last week. We did have a laugh although both of us were threatening the other...he said revenge is a bitch and that he had an interesting video that his 'boys might like' I said that although my face might be on there it was his cock and there were not that many black cocks in the pub to which he replied with a cock as big as his on that video he would be proud to show it off!! He also reminded me that I had things to lose such as the money tied up in the house and yes he did listen and did remember...mmm?!

It sounds worse than it is or maybe it isn't because it was said in a very sexy, cheeky, laughing sort of way but I guess its all there and I was the one who started the threats by saying alcohol and jealousy do not mix. He was confident that I wouldn't say anything because I wanted him still and he won't say anything because he liked me! We made tentative arrangements to meet probably next week because Saturday night he is out and Sunday he'll be lying on the couch going ooohhh aahhhh with a sore head..fair enough.

Robo then text later and said his mate had let him down and he wouldn't be coming out but could he call me? Then could he meet me outside at 10.30? Then he switched his phone off....so not sure what happened there!

We had a laugh at mine and then went on the pub which to be honest was very boring and quiet with hardly anyone there.

Mrs V turned up and I told her about Robo...she asked me when I had last seen him and had the bare faced cheek to look pityingly at me...I nearly put her straight but resisted with smirking on the inside.

I was a bit bored and no one seemed to be talking to me, I was probably not sending the right vibes and was pre occuppied with Mrs V...looking at her wrinkles, her sparkly eyes and actually discovering that she puts glitter on the sides which make them look sparkly...silly fat cow...but why does he talk to her? Can't imagine them having sex in a car either she would be too fat to her legs around him on a seat.

Anyway Linda was the center of attention and some ugly old bloke whose face looked well lived started to chat to us or her. I felt myself mesmerised by his denture and was trying to work out how many of his teeth were false and asked him? I didnt realise that no one else knew it was a denture, it just seemed so obvious to me. But this was a shock to him and the Linda and Jayne who just disolved into giggles of embarrassment as I asked him to push his plate out so I could see his teeth and when did he have it fitted and why etc etc. I did apologise but he was not happy.

Later when we sat outside waiting for the taxi some blokes came over and started to chat and for some strange reason I got all into freud and Jung and then asked them to compare willies, one tried to remove his belt and fell over..which was funny...oh yes and something had obviously happened with stupido Gavin who got rushed away by Roy in his car...a very surreal evening.

Today I have a slight headache, not sure what is happening with Robo and Mr V has gone horribly quiet although he did say he wouldn't be around this weekend grrrr. I sent him a text saying how difficult it must be for him to maintain so many women and ended by saying maybe he could qualify for a government fund!

I need someone new or for him to fall in love with me out of the two the former is the more likely.