Monday reveiw

I've just discovered that my carefully worded and literally crafted post of yesterday is not there apart from the title! Oh well it wasn't much anyway just going on about how ill I felt and that Sunday had basically been wallowing around not doing much. Oh that Mr V had text a few times to tell me he was still at work at midnight!!

Monday I sent him a text saying I hoped his day would be better and he replied where are you? I think he was going to come round but by then I was already in Braintree and I did give him a ring but he was showering, shaving and leaving for work...bugger I could have enticed him round otherwise.

Everyone in the office is now ill with Dorrie recovering, Christine and Sally feeling really grotty and me with my aching ears and sore throat. I went to the walk in centre when I got back to Harlow and there is no infection although one of my ears is a bit red and its okay to keep taking the ibeprofen providing I take it with food. So thats good. Although I still feel really tired and worn out and had a little doze this afternoon. Not work motivated at all I'm afraid.

Met Jayne for coffee and things are just getting worse for her. Bodger has gone, Roberto is trying to entice Lauren out to Venice, she feels fat, she has no money and is now juggling credit cards and on top of that both her girls are taking extreme liberties. Justine who has never really worked, is very demanding and rude to Jayne all the time, god she makes me so cross the way she speaks to Jayne. Her comment that agencies are losers so she is not going to them is rediculous but Jayne just sits there utterly defeated and deflated. I hate seeing her like this and want to stand up for her but know that Jayne will spring to Justine's defence if I do.

Lauren has given up work and not really looking for alternatives. Her car loan is due and she has no money to pay. If Jayne helps out she is bailing Lauren out again and if Jayne does nothing it damages her credit rating so either way she is buggered.

I told Jayne she needs a plan its not enough to just get cross a proper plan needs to be made and she needs to stop buying their toiletries or at any rate buy Sainsbury's own brand. Those girls have no incentive to work as Jayne provides everything from nice clothes to toiletries to paying for cars etc. Its bloody rediculous and they don't even appreciate what she does for them. It makes me mad.

Came home cooked tea, Phil bought a bottle of wine as he just got paid and we watched Bremner together and the start of Poldark. He is funny as he is now hooked on Poldark and wants me to wait for him before watching the episodes.

Went on line a bit squiffy and chatted to Mr V. I think I was a bit over the top as at one time he more or less told me to sort myself out and come back later! Him telling me! Funny really but I feel I wasted that time talking rubbish when maybe he might have talked about normal things to me. I also upset him by calling him a tory...not good he actually said 'not funny'...oh dearyme. Must leave him alone today and maybe until Friday when I find out whats happening etc.

Right off to work, got a busy day to day which is good, meeting Greg this morning stuff to get ready for workshop on Friday, external moderator tomorrow so lots to do which should keep my texting fingers away from bothering Mr V. Tonight supposed to be going for a walk with Jayne round Sawbridgeworth to check out potential pub for Friday.

I need a new hobby, a new interest as my life is a bit shallow at the moment. No doubt I shall find it if I put my mind to it.