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Went out for a meal to celebrate Phil's birthday and took Joyce and Derek with us. I kept staring at Derek's fingernails all night and wondering about what he wears etc etc and at one point had too much to drink and started haranging Joyce to give up her house and move to somewhere more manageable and smaller or swap with Gayle and Dave although it seems they have rent arrears so thats not possible anyway. The important thing is that I must stop drinking because I seem to spend the whole time telling people off and stuff.

Difficult to get up this morning after the night before but got myself going and set off via dropping Phil off to work with cream cakes to Colchester. Drove all the way there only for client to be out so that was a waste of time and petrol.

Had lunch with Linda and Jayne and told them all about yesterday ...we all laughed. Also told Linda how he likes me to hit him and call him nasty racial names. Linda is funny and she talked about the police being called for a racist incident so all in all we did laugh.

Poor Jayne had text Bodger twice and so far got no response. I know how hard that is. I did text Mr V last night saying how much I had enjoyed the sex and he actually replied he was glad i enjoyed it...so who knows maybe he won't runaway after all although even as I am texting this he is on yahoo but so far has not said hello to me. I am going to leave it and give him some space and I actually feel okay about this. I'm quite tired today so that helps as well.

Went to the Brace family today with a journalist and photographer. They were brilliant and said all the right stuff about how they felt they had a voice, how things had improved dramatically and had stayed improved. They sang my praises a lot as well so that did my ego the power of good. Very nice.

We poppped into Chris to pick up Phil's bag, he was tired an uncommunicative and then we decided to get a Burger King. Philip suggested the drive through I got all muddled like some old fart, couldn't make the guy understand me and drove off in a huff. Went to Mc Donalds, saw Jayne up ahead and beeped her, got our tea and drove home.

Just watched Sopranos with phil, started to watch scary film and have now chickened out.

Its Daddy long leg season now so must make sure curtains are pulled before lights go on.

Am tired so am off to bed to hopefully read before falling asleep.