Sore throat

Sent him a text saying I couldn't sleep the night before and perhaps I should sneak him into my house while I am working from home so we could have sex nice and slow. He responded by saying he would fuck me leisurley next time and then responded to another text that even though he was working he wished he was 'pounding me'. Normally he would have just ignored those texts. Later he responded again to another text. This all feels a bit wierd at the moment. Its almost as if we've turned the clock back and he has not slept with me before. We've made arrangements to meet on Thursday night so we'll see if this continues post sex.

Actually I don't know if we will meet as my sore throat has continued and basically I am on paracetomol every 4 hours otherwise my throats sore and my ears hurt every time I swallow not to mention an irratating cough. So I might put him off as it wouldn't be fair to infect him and actually I don't really feel like using all that energy at the moment and also I quite like him talking to me and don't want it to end.

Worked from home yesterday and actually did lots. Spent the afternoon doing bloody expenses I must must do them every day from now on and make sure I keep the bloody vat receipts. Such a boring waste of time otherwise.

Had a long chat with Peter H. He is so easy to talk to and makes me feel everything I say is valuable and interesting and I do like listening to him as he has so many life experiences, he is a good friend.

Met Jayne for a coffee and talked mainly about work. Later she text me saying Roberto had been phoning Lauren everynight when he finishes work and that she has been texting him!!! Jayne can't say anything to Lauren but it must hurt like hell to be passed over for your younger, prettier and obviously slimmer daughter!! She is already feeling pretty down and bad about herself and Venice was a good memory and place to go both in reality and in her head but now? I'll talk to her today and see how she feels.

Right off to work feeling slightly out of it to be honest. Got some mediation this morning and case updates with Lizzie this afternoon following a goodbye lunch for Karen...end of an era and will it mark the end of our service...watch this space.