22 October, 2006

Dad sounding frail

Pootled around with a slight hangover, got up and ready and phoned Mum and Dad to see how things were. Mum says he is very tired and breathing is not good. The district nurse offered to come in twice a week but they said they only need her once. Mum says she might call doctor in if breathing difficulties continue. I speak to Dad and he jokes about wishing he could come to Venice with me and we talk about John who is having heart problems which is all a bit wierd that now he should also be so ill what with them being identical twins as well. Dad sounds very frail and is quite emotional about hearing from me which makes me very emotional and when I put the phone down I cry with tears briming over and I worry I won't be able to stop.

Richard gives me 150 euros to spend in Venice which makes me feel horrible as I can be such a bitch to him and I do feel sorry and guilty for all the hurt either that he knows about or otherwise.

Go to Lorraines for lunch and then off to the town for last few bits.

Its ten to four now and I'm all ready and waiting, just going to brush my teeth and then Jayne will be here.
See you when I get back.

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