I'm tired, I've woken up tired and I hate this feeling of really just looking forward to going back to bed again and what a waste of the weekend. Its my own fault as I drank too much on Friday night and all day yesterday was managing a hangover. I basically stayed in bed till it was time to meet Jayne, got up went up the town for a coffee and quick shop and came back and went back to bed again. I didn't sleep well either, thinking of work and Mr V and my stomach just felt horrible. I feel like I need a good clear out and have been to the loo several times already and its only just a quarter past nine!
I'm supposed to be going bird watching with Jayne today but to be honest I just feel like sitting around not driving too far. I think we might just go to the local reserve which is only up the road although there are not too many birds there at the moment.
Work has been on my mind because I have wasted so much time last week and I do have loads to do really...again my own silly fault.
Urgh life is messy and at my age it should be feeling more settled rather than still behaving like a silly school girl...ie getting chatted up by blokes in pubs, although thats always an ego boost. I should have enjoyed it more when I was younger instead of having such a low opinion of myself oh well better late than never I suppose.
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