Saw the lovely Mr V today. Ahhh I still love looking at him as he walks towards me. I love studying him when he does'nt know I am looking at him and I still marvel that anyone as gorgeous as him would want me. He just looks so damn sexy and attractive. I know I've described him before but he's medium height, not too nor too thin and his arm muscles are wonderfully defined through all the gym work he does. Lovely neat little rounded bum and a tiny tummy which actually in this last year has grown a little paunch, nice smooth and strong legs, clean long fingers with nicely shaped nails. Little ears, beautiful brown eyes and little black mans nose, short cropped hair which is all fuzzy and cuddly and oh how lovely it all is when you put all that together mixed up with a wonderful dose of naughtiness and sense of humour and excitement...god I could almost say I love this man but it wouldnt be true, I love what he does to me and how he makes me feel and that he can make me feel so sexy and desirable which Richard never did and he can make me laugh but apart from that I still don't really know him all that well.

Anyway he came round and we had a good time as per usual...he is also much nicer to me now, not rushing off and making me feel like some cheap prostitute...he talked about why we have lasted so long and there is a connection between him and me which is more than just sex, hopefuly its about friendship and enjoying each other in other ways as well.

Apart from that I've not got much work done