3rd date

I was persuaded to go out on the third date last night and although there was part of me and a big part at that thinking don't be too desperate and fall in love with me because I just want to trample all over you like Craig did to me there was a tiny part of me that I caught actually looking forward to seeing him again.

I picked him up and we went out to Hatfield Heath and I have to say the time does pass quickly when I am with him. He chats away and last night told me more about the break up of his parents marriage and how his Dad has been which all sounded pretty horrible, I even found myself telling how I had blown up at my Mum and that she had left me whilst I was in labour...stuff I only generally tell close friends.

I was not drinking and was stone cold sober but still found myself laughing and enjoying myself. I sort of studied him and no he is not an oil painting, he is short, but then so am I, he has a bit of a tummy, but so do I. He bites his nails yukky and smokes although does not when he is around me...but he is also clean and tidy, got a good sense of humour and is very kind and generous and listens to me..all still early days.

I told him I was concerned who he was talking about me to as I don't want the boys to find out anything as H is such a small town, come back Mr Secretive Velvet.

He told me of an industrial accident that has left him with occupational asthma and that he sued the company and won out of court 75 thousand pounds...kerching!!! He has spent lots but has also invested lots ready for his new home.

I drove him home just before 11 so we had been out for over three hours but like I said it went quick and just before he got out he kissed me, long and deep and it felt very good and sexy and he tasted nice...I could feel things down below astirring lol.

Today I have not heard from him. Now this may be because I told him yesterday how he had sent 69 texts in three days last week and he was very embarrassed or there could be another reason...we shall see so watch this space.

Meanwhile Robo has suddenly got into the texting mode and has text loads of times yesterday and today...funny man bless him.

Been very busy with work and I have a very difficult conference coming up which I am dreading and looking forward to doing all at the same time...its taking me out of my comforts zone and it scares me.