Strange weather we are having...today I have driven wearing sunglasses with my headlights on...in sun and snow all at the same time. Its actually really cold with a cold north easterly wind, I think anyway its bloody cold and I've wacked the heating up again.
Rob went quiet last night after asking to see me again tonight, he suggested going for a drink or to the pictures. He is so good at not putting any pressure on me that I can almost suspect that he doesn't want me for sex at all...it all feels wierd and strange but that probably says more about me than anything else and why do I want to end a relationship with someone who respects me and just wants to be in my company? I am probably the one who is wierd...the good thing is that if there is him there will be others out there...just got to find the one who has the spark for me and if not enjoy the searching.
Mr V has been texting and then this afternoon suggested I go and join him in Peterborough! I could kick him! Anwyyway I have said no. Does he not really know me any better than to think after all these weekds I will just drop everything, drive to Peerborough ahave sex and then drive home again tonight?!! Bloody cheek of the man. I sent a text saying he should have given me more notice and that I thought Projection and forward plannning to make sure supply meets demand was his area of expertise. He never rises to my teasing him and just said he was off to the gym to work off the feelings. Anyway we've broken the back now and its only a matter of time and convenience till we meet and do the deed.
and talking of deeds I woke this morning haveing the most erotic dream possible. I won't describe it here but I woke myself up groaning.
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