Tried out the new contact lenses yesterday. They felt really comfortable and I felt I could have worn them all daylong....onlyproblem was that I couldn't bloody see through the thrings and my vision was all peculiar. I was washing up a frying pan and thinking who has bashed this so hard it looks all oval only to pick up a plate and see that this was all oval shaped as well!! Later when I went up the town everything was all out of focus and reading was just impossible. I did worry incase I had put the lenses in the wrong eyes and then spent a worryingly and panicky hour trying to get the lenses out...worried that I would not be able to go to bed till I got them out. Eventually after grasping at my eyeball and making it all red and horror movie looking I swapped them but it was even worse. I'm going to try again today but cannot see how they are safe enough to drive in. I'll have to make an appointment with the optician.

Rob text loads of times yesterday all lovely slushy stuff telling me to be careful with my eyes and telling me I am the most beautiful woman in the world etc...and yet he chose to go out rather than have me pop round the a cuppa which could have developed into something else. I can quite make him out? Does he really fancy me, does he have a low sex drive or is he being the perfect gentleman and givnig me the time I need and not pressurising me? It feels a bit strange really and I do think that I won't know him properly unless we do have sex but then on the other hand think of the marraiges that take place where people do not consumate their love till after they have married...slow and sure is the message then.

As for Mr V I sent him a couple of chatty texts but with sort of sexual undertones such as a newspaper article says men who have sex more than twice a week are less likely to suffer strokes or heart attacks and he replies 'we'll have to meet this week' Later when I reply telling how demanding I will be and can he cope he sends another text saying 'actually probably not'. Now what does this mean? That he has changed his mind? That there really is a problem? I send a text saying I hope all is well and that if there is a problem I won't wind him up or joke and he can be honest with me not defensive as he knows me by now. Reply to date...zilch, nothing!!

Oh well onward and upward lol