I text Rob and it seemed he was still driving around the M25 at half six at night. Poor thing was on the road for over 13 hours and was exhausted so we called off last night. I was a bit naughty though because I text him and told him that I had some stockings and naughty underwear in my wardrobe hidden for Jayne and her secret rendevouz. He replied that he had got excited till he saw Jayne's name. To which I replied did he? Anyway it went on and I've said that I would like to sleep with him and actually I feel quite excited by it all now and a little nervous.
He needs to find somewhere for us to go as I am not doing stuff in the car, well at least not the first time. Things need to be different with Rob. My relationship with him is not just about sex its about the whole him. I do like him and I guess I have to focus more on the positives rather than the negatives and anyway I am not talking life long relationships here but just a little fun while life is tough. As long as niether get hurt whats the problem? I am in an unhappy relationship that is drawing to an end and have not had sex with my husband for over 20 years now so its not like I am being unfaithful and Rob is a single bloke. So no problems then.
Today the sun is shining and its a glorious spring day, birds eating on the lawn and a cat sitting purring beside me. Just washed my hair and off to clean house before I go out with Jayne. I feel excited and happy today...anything can happen and life is generally good.
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