Richard said yesterday not to panic I was not going to end up on the streets...which was good because I think I was panicking really. When I had looked at what kind of mortgage I could afford it was not much and I was going to end up in some grotty bedsitter or flat with no garden and not even a balcony or patio. The thought of sitting in some bleak place with no access to the outside filled me with misery and I started to wonder what life was really going to be about?
Now his cunnning plan seeems to be that we extend the mortgage on this place which would free up some money for him. He could then buy another place while still keeping an investment in this house. This would be an ideal solution for me. I would keep my little house along with Phil, the cats and the garden and be free of living with Richard. However I really don't think he has thought this through properly as I don't see how he could afford the kind of mortgage needed to buy another place and keep this.
The other alternative that we were looking at before was to jointly buy a bigger place and it just so happens that a house around the corner has come up for sale. 4 bedrooms at only 199 00 00. I'll have to show Richard tonight.
Met with Jayne today and bought her some nice underwear for her planned rendevouz at the weekend. Ah how I look back on this time last year little realising that he was hooked on me. I wish he had told me that then.
Heard from Robo yesterday who said his wife had been really horrible all weekend but that things seem to have quietened down now. He is busy decorating over the weekend and he responded to a text I sent today with a drunken phone call. He sounded cheerful and I do like him.
As for Rob...I phoned him last night and he missed my call. Heard nothing all day today and assumed he had run out of credit but when I text him asking if we were going out tonight or not he replied by telling me all his travel troubles so no trouble with credit then. Why didn't he contact earlier and is he going off me and if he is am I bovvered? Not really no, just a bit of pride I guess.
Anyway glorious weather and looks good for the weekend.
Off to Halstead tomorrow to find Jayne some more underwear
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