God I was so so tired all day yesterday I could hardly wait to get into bed and in fact I was having a bath by 7.30 and in bed by 8. I did try but I could hardly keep my eyes open and fell asleep quite quickly. The really annoying thing was that I woke up about midnight worrying about the family I am working with and the forthcoming conference.
Went to visit them today. Poor things its such a hard decision for them. They have lost their daughter and now have to decide to give up their granddaughters and if so to whom? They are such lovely people all of them and I really really hope I can do a good job for them tomorrow and help them find some resolution. I really want this to be right for everyone and I've been pretty stressed and worried about it in as much as I want the best result for everyone.
Not heard from anyone really today apart from good old Robo who phoned because he thought I had phoned him earlier, ahhh bless. I did have a long conversation with him yesterday though and he told me all about the party that they went to. Him and Mr V didn't get to bed till 6 in the morning and was up about 9 to take Mr V's son to football! No wonder Mr V looked pretty spaced out and tired and no on wonder he could only manage twice which is not like him! It pays to know his best friend it really does.
Not heard from Rob but thats fine and it makes me think once and for all its right to let him go. He brings out the nasty worse in me and all I want to do is organise him and make him grow up and its really not my place to do that. If he is happy living like he does then let him. I actually don't need the responsibility of looking after a 33 year old man. As I write that I can see how silly it all is.
Weather today has been sunny but not as hot, more seasonal spring weather, still nice though.
News is the shocking 33 murders in a US tech. Lone gunman rampage and students die. Horrible familiar words. Apparently in the last 10 years there have been about 16 such massacres! The US need to sort out their gun laws. Its ridiculous this right to bare arms what about the right to live life without being shot!
I feel fine. Happy and relatively content. Garden coming along, done housework, healthy, got good family and friends, money sort of under control and had brilliant sex this weekend. Wht more do I want?
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