Actually get to do some decent gardening on Sunday and the garden looks heaps better for it. I am so motivated by the results that come Monday I really don't want to go to work but stay at home and do more gardening. However duty calls and I trawl off to work.
Work at the moment is increasingly difficult and I look back on the previous couple of years as a sort of golden time now. We cannot allocate any work to IC's because there just isn't the money. Christine has given up trying to find funding and is now actively seeking alternative employment and the whole air of uncertainty coupled with increasing work loads is now very stressful. How are we supposed to do more training and take on all the cases I simply do not know. I wonder if it would be better to give up the training and concentrate on cases but then would there be enough money for Christine and Greg and will there be anyway? Its all horrible.
Poor Jayne is going through horrible times as well ...Lauren and Justine still not working, Justine pregnant and now on top of everything Mark seems to have given in his notice! Really I don't know how she stays sane. I wish she would just leave them all but then I guess she would not be happy unless she is needed.
I was totally bored this evening, just sat there watching telly,not really being able to read properly in the evening because of eyesight and I wonder if I should just get myself a decent pair of reading glasses rather than trying to squint through the tiny bit on my normal everyday glasses. I end up waiting to go to sleep at rediculous times of 9 .30 and only through boredom. Its like wasting your life away.
I did check out properties that might be within my price range on the web last night and came up with a bungalow in bloody Jaywick or Beruit as it is known locally!! Still there were also some flats and I think I need to think of maybe a ground floor flat and that might suit me.
I had a long chat with Christine today and she thinks that Rob is looking for a mother figure and rediculous as this sounds that had not really occurred to me. I don't see him as needy as he has loads of friends and his own very supportive family and he has always been very protective of me so I don't entirely agree with her comment but it does make me wonder.
No word from Mr V and its just something that has to be got used to althogth I sometimes find myself deaming of him and I do have lots of very nice memories to play back in my mind in boring or otherwise times.
Robo has continued to text and it sounds like things are pretty rough for him at home. I'm a bit worried that he might suddenly think our relationship can just change from being friends to lovers just when it suits him but will deal with that at the right time and not via text.
Rob should have moved last night to his friends and I sent him a text asking how it went but have heard nothing from him so far and I suspect that as usual he has run out of credit...which is so boring.
Now this vain and superficial woman must get on with some work.
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