Another week begins

So most of the weekend was spent watching tv and feeling that life is slipping by and I need to get re focussed and find myself a purpose, a meaning.

Did scrub the kitchen floor and do some housework which felt a bit more satisfying and met Lorraine and Jayne at the pub. Lorraine said Amy seems to be having some kind of breakdown which is totally unexpected as out of her two girls Amy is the most solid and dependable. Hope she gets through this horrible time. Of course the worry is that Lorraine has schiztoprhenia in her family so fingers crossed its nothing more than just a bit of teenage angst.

I was talking about siblings comparing themeselves and asked Jayne who completely misheard and understood me and launched into how both her girls are crap in her defensive way. She was edgy tonight for some reason.

They all seemed to enjoy watching the match from their posh leatherlined box today so thats good.

Anyway another week begins.

Food was a disaster

shredded wheat
Bacon sandwich
Crisps, apple, cheese dip.
M and Ms
Beer

Weather horrible heavy rain showers

News: still missing toddler and now police have scaled down hunt, very sad and distressing. Labour leadership contest which really isn't a contest at all.

Mood: a bit down

Health; cold going and feel okay but fat!