Boredome, de motivated and nature

I've been so unmotivated since I got back from Cornwall. Some of it is post holiday blues but I suspect that some is down to the uncertanties of not knowing what is happening work wise. In some ways I am looking forward to finding a new job and all the challenges that brings and in others I just know what a brilliant job I have had and how hard that will be to beat or even equal.

Just been pootling around since I got back not really bothered to phone or get in touch with anyone although having said that I can feel the old boredom settling in and then follows the desire to text or phone just to get a response.

Not sure what Rob is doing as he is now hard to communicate with as his phone rarely seems to work and I get fed up with leaving messages that don't get answered etc. I've left messages saying its up to him on numerous occasions and he always gets back to me...oh I don't know

I see a black bird is collecting twigs and stuff to make another nest in the garden in the same place as last year. I was really worried last year the cats would get the babies or upset the nest but they were fine and in fact when the babies fledgted and sat around in low bushes the paren birds did such a good and ferocious job of dive bombing the cats they just left the babies alone.

Saw another baby sitting in the garden and the mother dive bombing a huge magpie although in fairness to magpie I don't think it knew the baby was sitting there. It all a bit tense looking out the garden window at the moment. Nature red in tooth and claw alright.