Pre bank holiday thoughts

Went to the office yesterday and caught up with everyone. Told them all about Cornwall and did a minuscule amount of work but it got my motivation going again however I'm working from home this morning and motivation is back at rock bottom. I've just spent the last two hours surfing Urban, washing hair, texting Mr V who has replied, bless him and generally just wasting time.

Wasting time is all I feel I am doing at the moment. I find I am even going to bed early just to get to sleep to waste or move on time! Last night I was asleep by 9.30 which is rediculous. I should be doing something with my life not just wittering it away. When I am old and infirm I will regret all this waste I know I will. However I have been feeling tired and lethargic since returning back from Cornwall.

The bank holiday looms and the weather is not supposed to be as good as last week. I suppose I should plan some things to do. I've asked Rob if he wants to meet up and through telephone messages as his phone is still playing up either that or he is being a wanker and messing me around anyway he says he wants to meet this weekend. Tonight would be good for me but so far he has not got back this morning.

I want to do some more gardening but not sure what to do really. I've dug it all over and just have to wait for seeds to come up. I also planted lots of summer bulbs and its hard to tell if they have taken or not so don;t want to weed too much in case I pull up the bulbs. I will just have to potter. It will be too cold to sit out there and read so will have to find activities that keep me busy.

Just having a texting conversation with Mr V that follows traditional lines that might or might not lead to a meeting ...either way he still turns me on big time and will wind away some boredom.

Need a purpose.

weather is sunny but slightly cloudy and windy not as warm as earlier.
News is election with Labour losses and a little girl abducted from Portugual holiday village.
Health is good.

Lots to be thankful for.