Woke up the day after he 'told me off' about being 'careless with chatting' I woke to a picture message of his willy entitled Miss it? Ahhh how sweet! So I guess he is not as cross as I first thought but like I thought he will be back.
Went on an away day today to Aldborough all paid for by Christine. She really is lovely. Greg didn't come but said he was unwell which is deeply suspicious. I was a bit morose as its worrying and unsettling with nothing being settled for work and I have in my mind that I need to start looking elsewhere now. However as the day progressed and we walked along the highstreet and the beach and then had lunch and a wonder around the maltings my mood lightened. Christine was lovely and bought us all lunch and a present of a ring each. She really is a lovely boss and I think part of my depression is that I'll miss her really. I feel quite sad and upset when I think its all going to end. However I have to get on and look forward to another future although the control freak in me wants to know what that future will be. I have to say I am getting worried now particularly now Christine is going, who will drive us all forward? I feel I have a cold coming on so that probably doesn't help my mood either.
Sent Rob a final text yesterday morning saying that I no longer believed problems with the phone was the reason for his silence for if he wanted to get in touch he would have found a way somehow and I am only sorry I trusted him so please don't contact me again! He didn't get the message till 7.40 this morning so I do wonder if he is having problems with his phone but like I said if he wanted to get in touch he would have found a way somehow...so no real regrets. Unsurprisingly I have not heard anything.
News today is about Northern Ireland and lets hope the union is a long and successful one.
Also still missing the toddler in Portugual, I wish people knew one way or another its all too horrible the suffering that parents and child must be going through, to have your child stolen is just dreadful.
Health, cold coming on, all Phil's fault. Lets hope its not a horrible one.
Money still just about keeping a reign on it but will be a challenge this month with money spent in Cornwall.
Food - ate weetabix, large lunch of suet pudding, new potatoes followed by chocolate brownie and cream. Tonight had lemon cake and apple. Must cut down on calories as feel fat.
Mood okay but a bit worried re job - above.
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