Here I am again. We've never really rowed before so this time it feels different and definite. To think that he was demanding I drive when I said I was over the limit really is not on and then to sulk and say it was now or nevere...well we all know I am better off without that kind of person in my life...but we all know that I'll miss him and his exciting and naughty ways as well.



I don't regret turning him down though no matter what the outcome. I need to know I do have some resolve and backbone and can say No when it matters.



Although I have now told him no more games and goodbye in my heart I know he'll be back although god knows how long it will take and if I am wrong and he never comes back then I'll be over it before then anyway.