He's back

Richard's last day away just flew by. I cleaned the house, did some shopping and cooked a home made pasta sauce and bread and butter pudding and suddenly it was time to go and collect him. I never had time to pot the pansies or plant the bulbs for next spring.

It was a shock to find out we had to go to Luton as I had thought it was Stansted but Phil kindly agreed to be my navigator although his eye sight is terrible and he read the papers the whole way but at least he was company for me.

Then along he comes wearing a silly old Matalan blue shirt and pulling along two cases full of stuff he says he didn't even use.

We get home and he refuses to sit at the table with us and eat but instead stands close to Philip who is trying to eat and wants to show pictures on his phone. When I had ealier said about how good it was Chris being nominated to a degree by his company he starts saying how he thought about doing a degree and that Chris needs to pay him back for the loan even though Chris never misses a payment! He turns all the subjects around to him and his autistic traits come across very strongly today.

He's also constantly texting people and earlier when he got out the car he left behind a purse thing which I looked in and saw it contained lots of little notes so he's obviously been seeing someone whether its the wonderful Wendy or another I don;t care but what I do care about is his horrible mess and muddle all over the house again Grrrrrr!

Met Mr V for a quicky although to be honest I was tempted to pretend I had not seen the message although I did enjoy when I was there. He can make me feel so good.

Have not contacted either Jayne or Lorraine and got a phone message from Jayne asking how I was and I could tell from her voice she knew something was up. Time for me to stop being silly now. I';ve lost friends before when I have sulked and regretted it and I don't want to do that again.