working late

Today will be the third late night of working in a row this week. So far it has not been an astounding success with only one person turning up at Stansted and none at all at Braintree. To be honest I have not minded the lack of response as I didn't feel totally equipped to discuss knowningly the results of the childcare audit. It has been nice to chat to partners and to work alongside Denise who I feel I get to know a bit bettter now and realise once again I should not be so sniffy and dismissive of people when I first meet them. She is sweet with a good sense of humour and like me has up and down days with this job. She said that yesterday had been tough and she had been a bit weepy.
God knows I have been there with the insecurities and worries and stress of this job which like I have said before is the most stressful I have had in my whole life...apart from a days stint in a doctors surgery where the dodgy doctor who didn't seem to like or respect his patients wanted me to fill in their prescriptions before they had even walked through the door. I stuck to my principles and told the agency I would not be going back again.
House is a mess and I keep looking forward to my two weeks off which are already getting filled with things to do so will end up not being much of a rest afterall.
I was almost tempted after speaking to mum this week to pop down and see her during the break as she sounded so sparky and up beat but I resisted as I really do want the luxury of not promising anything much. Even so I have moving bedrooms and decorating and going with Greg to look at training requirements so the time will speed by.
Have also been fending Mr V off although he wanted me to join him in Leciester I resisted and luckily really did have the late nights of working as an excuse. I really couldn't face the prospect of all that being bent and twisted and pulled and pushed around..its all too exhausting and to be honest my body is not in good physical shape so it would find it a huge shock. I must start some exercise as I do think its probably in the worst phsyical shape it has ever been in. The most exercise I get is getting in and out of the car at the moment which is not good.
Right tomorrow I can go in later so tomorrow I will start walking again.

News buget is boring as is all about sustainability. Young teenager found murdered in Goa, mother left her there with friends.

Weather has been stormy but is a lovely sunny spring day, all the fowers in bloom
Health- feel good but have a bit of a dodgy tummy due to junk food being eaten during late working nights.
Money - have not looked its too scary