Oh dear my resentment of how Jayne treats her girls is damaging our friendship. I am constantly berating her or letting her know I dissaprove and of course the outcome of that is that she withdraws and now I don't see her that often.
She has just had two weeks off and I have barely seen her at all and yet there she is going off with Yasmin to Clacton and most of the time she runs Yasmin down and yet seems to be such good friends with her??!! Does she do that about me behind my back?
I will just have to seek other friends and I do have them so I need to step back and not interfere. She is never going to change but when she says that Justine is so mature as compared to Paul I just want to ask her how it can be called mature when she can't do anything or go anywhere without Jayne accompanying her? Or how is it mature to scratch Paul's face or go behind his back to meet other men whilst at the same time not letting Paul have the baby by himself?
Like Sylvia say's I need to let go...its not my business and I have said my piece so now its up to them.
I did wonder about booking a holiday and even wondered about asking Jane C if she would like to go with me? We are both at loose ends and I do love holidays but on the other hand I know I need to save money for the house etc.
Oh well at least it is Friday and I have some nice pasta, some lovely chocolate and a good bottle of red wine for the evening.
Health - horrible cold come out properly now leaving me trying to blow my nose during interviews.
Money - scary scary
Mood - a bit pissed off to be honest
News - dunno today really nothing that much
Weather - real April showers, sunshine, hail and thunder at one point earlier.
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