I decided not to text him again mid week. He rarely answers and its becomming a general rule that we meet for sex at weekends although I have to say there has been the odd weekday sessions. They were much more frequent in January and actually he rarely spoke at weekends then...ah they are so fickle.
Anyway like last time when I make up my mind to do this I always feel much better and find I don't really miss him anyway. Its only when I start thinking about whether to text that it becomes an issue. I find I can go longish periods of time without him even popping into my head although this morning when in a particularly stressful and boring class I deliberately thought of last weeks session which was particularly passionate...and that was a nice interlude and escapape from the class lol.
The thing is I don't actually miss him. Our relationship is just so shallow ...its a bit like candyfloss. Looks lovely and appetising but there is no substance...which is fine we never said it should ve anything other than what it is.
I have been thinking more about Robo lately...how sweet he was and how much he seemed to like me which was nice.
Work has been very busy and with more work piling up as well so generally mentally preoccupied with worky things.
Also been out walking with Jayne for two nights this week and my legs are a bit stiff and achey. I want to try to go swimming tonight as I feel the aerobic exercise will do me good...also hair needs washing.
Today was the first really warm summery type of day today with temperatures reaching 25 c...hopefully this is the start of a nice summer....I've had the best winter I think I have ever had really, no colds and a wonderfully exciting lover so now I can look forward to the summer with real anticipation.
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