Back on form this morning. Started by sending me a text saying 'hi sexy what you doing?' to which I replied 'bleeding the radiators its freezing. Don't tell me, your horny well I might need to be wooed' He said I was cheeky and that he had had a manic few days so it had been difficult to keep in touch and just wanted to see how I was...which was nice but two texts further and we are back to him being able to fuck for ages and liking sucking pussy!!

Anyhow he wanted to see me there and then which was totally impractical and I will not just jump when he phones its like being some kind of phone service...dial a fuck. So we sort of made plans for this evening but its not convenient for me and having not heard from him all day I guess the same goes for him. Sunday is a family day especially when you have young children.

I am kind of okay with it all really. I am fairly calm and don't mind the long gaps but would like more bed time as opposed to car time. The car is so restrictive where as he was bloody wonderful on a bed.

Anyway we shall see.

Jason has been quiet since Friday evening when he sent an email saying did I want to meet up but I didn't open my email till Saturday so was too late. Never mind.

Met a nice man in the pub on Friday. His name is Lawrence and he is 42, very good looking, I had seen him there before but thought he hadn't noticed me. This time I thought he was looking at Yasmin and was pleasantly surprised when I realised it was me he was looking at.

At the end of the evening I sad down alone and he smiled at me so I smiled back and he came over and started chatting. I really surprise myself at just how good I can be at all this flirting stuff. I really wish I had known how to do this years ago as it is such good fun. I've wasted years of my life not giving it a go. Oh well better late than never. Anyway Lorraine joined us and we chatted. He is going to buy a house boat and live on it once the sale of his house goes through. No children and like I say very nice.
I thought I remembered him offering me some of his drink but Lorraine said I just took it. Suddenly Lorraine got up and raced out cos the taxi was here dragging me with her so never got any further than the chat. Wonder if he will be there again? We're supposed to be going to the pictures next week but I'd like to go to the railway and see if Lawrence is there again.

I think he seems a very decent bloke so will have to be honest with him if it goes further. I don't want to deceive him...shame he is the type that makes me want to finally get things sorted with Richard so I can meet decent men afterall.

Anyway a bit of flirting makes the world go round.

Yasmin all upset over break up of her and Roy. She keeps blaming him and doesn't understand her part in it all at all.

Jayne's sister Jackie came down. She does chat alot and is a bit patronising to Jayne in that older sister way. I wonder if I am like that with my sisters...how very irriatating.