Had to go to a conference yesterday and today and I travelled by coach. I had hours to sit and day dream and of course I started to replay in my mind our last session and got myself quite worked up. I thought it would be fun to get him all excited as well and was kind of hoping it might lead to a meeting later today...instead I got a text saying 'am busy all day today' and when I asked if it were okay for me to text he replied 'no texts today plze'!!!
I was devasted! Not sure if this is a bad thing in that in the early stages he would have been delighted I was texting no matter what he was doing or how busy he was but then again he would never bothered to have replied so the fact that he replied was good....oooh it just leaves you all muddled.
Went out with Jayne last night to give her some comfort. She is suffering as Bondy has not contacted her. Its horrible and I know how she is feeling really.
Conference a bit boring generally and I have leave tomorrow so feel I have not really accomplished much at work this week. Plus I feel fat now through eating too much and not doing any exercise. This weekend I must do some gardening and start exercise and healthy eating once again.
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